Would you believe that I can actually be quite a quiet person ... really!
My mind and my life has been so busy ... so many thoughts, so many stories ... but my heart - what I really wanted this blog to be about is tired. I think that I need to have a little more greace for it. I think that I have been so focused on what I don't want my heart to be that I have not allowed it to just be what it is right now. It is like I think that if I stop challenging it ... it will stop beating ... but maybe it would just breath ... and a good deep breath can change many things.
I have made huge strides in learning to love me ... and I do ... but I sure have a hard time sometimes understanding why others do ... and not only love me but love me so well. I was in a buzz of love last night. Melissa, and Kirst picked me up in Kirst's new van (this is a first for me ... a friend with a minni-van ... I am getting old aren't I?) ... Melissa and I physically fought over the front heated seats (and she pouted and sat in the very rear when I won) ... Kirst called us brats and my tummy hurt from giggling. We went to Moxies and just talked, and shared, and giggled and giggled and giggled ... it was fabulous. How can a moment so simple be so wonderful that it could fill me?
Okay for a good laugh ... I started my stroke improvement class yesterday ... It is me, a young 16 year old, and a 60ish East Indian man with a perfectly round budha bellie ( I think that we was wearing a thong under his trunks ... did not have my contacts in so I can not be sure ... and frankly I am pretty glad that I could not verify that!). I am thinking I would like to get my lifeguarding certificate ... to lifeguard? No ... just cause. Maybe between hang-gliding and Thailand ... I might be a bit over ampitious...
Why is it the more I work out the more out of shape I feel... and the more I learn the more clueless I seem to become. I know that is just the way it is ... but today the way it is is sucky!
Oh yes, I finally got my camera from my ever patient friend Connie and here is the picture of our big skating afternoon by Bragcreek! I would like you to try and argue with me about my luck ... come on just try!
1 comment:
Hmmm, why does everyone love you so much? Well, you are loving and you show it, you are interested in people and you make them feel that they are the only important person present when you are listening to them, you have a warm, beautiful, "can't wait to get to know ya better" smile, your laugh is infectious, you are beautiful and approachable, you do not let your life trials take over your interest, love and concern for others--(I would NEVER have guessed you were struggling emotionally or physically if I hadn't caught snippits of conversations with those in the know), you see the beauty in everything around you, and COME ON GIRL, YOU JUST SIMPLY ROCK!!!
One thing that does make it difficult to even LIKE you however, is the fact that you are IMPOSSIBLE to get hold of! lol. anyhoo. love ya! T.
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