Yes lovely ladies I whole-heartedly agree that chocolate and wine are essential elements in the well being of my mind, body, and spirit.
My sweet and concerned co-workers gave me the biggest Hershey-kiss I have ever set eyes on. I brought it into my step-mom's office where I was about to dump my life out on her lap and eat some lunch. These conversations inevitably include her saying "oh, Heather" over and over and over and me preventing the rest of her office from working because she makes me laugh so hard.
Norma and I have always gotten along well ... we both love to have fun and lots of it. This past September we stayed at a spa in Niagara on the Lake. It was absolutely fabulous. The most beautiful vineyards ... endless wine ; ) and a SPA! I found a chocolate factory that covered everything in chocolate ... my favorite was the nibs.
I discovered over my travels this past year that my favorite way to see a place is on a bike. I can just close my eyes and see the beauty now ...hmmmm.
So, I brought my chocolate into Norm's office to share after lunch. It was a beautiful thing laughing, feeling loved, and hacking away at a huge solid kiss ... (there was a knife at that point ... but as Krista nicely pointed out I digressed later in the day to gnawing away at it with my pearly whites) and the chocolate was appropriate as we were talking about my first real dating experience ... as I spilled my mistakes and fears Norma laughed ; )
I was back at the TB (Tom Baker) yesterday to present myself as a human canvas ... I really wish they would just draw something funner than targets they are going to use to shot star-wars rays into me. I got an IPOD so that I could at least escape the sounds of the hospital. It worked smashingly. Had you seen me you would have thought I was a nut-case but really I can't worry about all of your impressions of me ... survival here kids. So there I was in my spring skirt, pink Paris beaded and sparkly shoes, untamed curls, and purple trench practically dancing down the hospital halls. I am sure learning that there are a million different ways to make a yucky situation edible. Like freezer burned ice-cream ... if you put enough chocolate and caramel sauce, m&ms, and fuzzy peaches on it ... Viola, totally edible ... even enjoyable.
Looks like treatment will start Friday or Monday ... I am scared.
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- I am doing my best to find the good things in my life and cherish them. I love deeply. I laugh hard (so hard I sometimes snort). I still dream and believe that dreams are meant to be followed. I try to depend on God. I have so much to learn. I hope.
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I agree.....healthy, hearty kid smiles are the escape to youth leaving the old stuff behind!
Of course you are scared....it's the unknown but you have so much support and incredible spirit to carry you through.
Spring is here....time to BBQ...
Let me know what works for you and I'll check in with gang!
Big Hugs...
Your Buddy H o l l y
You go right ahead and be scared--we'll be strong and positive and loving and pouring out all our "careful tumour smashing" vibes to ensure a safe and speedy treatment so you can get that triathalon out of the way all on your own! Love you! (Must see the pink sparkly Paris shoes!!!)
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