What an intense month it has been. A month that blogging surely would have helped to sort out feelings and find a moment of peace ... yet a month that I was unable to make the time to do so.
I do not know where to start or if I would ever end at this point. So I will start with the presence on my heart in this moment and end when it is finished sharing.
My heart is buzzing like a sweet little anxious bumble-bee. I feel on the verge of a new chapter or perhaps even a new book. There will be new settings and new characters, new challenges and many new lessons. I am moving to Hamilton, Ontario to attend the Child Life Program at McMaster. It is only 8 months but it feels like I must prepare to be gone much longer.
My pumpkin patch here in Calgary has so carefully cared for and protected and healed my heart.
I am very happy and feel security like I have not felt in a very long time.
Yet there remains that voice in my heart that has never stopped whispering to me "You are not where you are supposed to be ... your heart is needed elsewhere ... you are now strong enough ... it is time to go".
And so in a whirlwind of a week I quite my job, rented my place, and moved out.
I am committed. Overwhelmed and feeling a strong need to not look too far ahead, but committed.
I leave for Europe in two weeks and am very excited for the journey my heart will take along with my body. I hope to blog like a crazy blogger lady so I can share the beauty and life that awaits me on the other side of the world.
What a very blessed little girl I am.
And ... the triathlon has finally fallen upon me. I have fallen out of my training because of the move, the wedding, and family crisis ... so please keep me in your thoughts this Saturday morning. I just hope that all the hours put in over the past 8 months will get me through the finish line.
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- I am doing my best to find the good things in my life and cherish them. I love deeply. I laugh hard (so hard I sometimes snort). I still dream and believe that dreams are meant to be followed. I try to depend on God. I have so much to learn. I hope.
1 comment:
My Dear Heather
How beautiful you are with your new hair cut!
What an amazing young woman you are! I know where ever you are and what ever you choose to do, you will succeed. That is just a fact of life. Not that you don't have to work at it mind you. It is just that your spirit and determinatipn are so strong to succeed. If life is a dance like the song says, you are one of the few who DANCE!
Best wishes on your next adventure.
Big HUGS and Lots of love.
K8
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