4.04.2006

Before the judge and jury ...

Today is the day I find out about radio-surgery. When I stop moving I feel anxious and tear-up. I know that I think about things too much but I can't help but feel like I will be finding out what the rest of my life will look like today. I have a feeling in my gut that it will be left up to me to decide if the risks outweigh the possible benefits ... I hate that ... don't they know that my little crystal ball broke ... hmmmm
Send hugs, love, hope, and prayers.
Ughhh I feel like I am going to be sick.

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I am doing my best to find the good things in my life and cherish them. I love deeply. I laugh hard (so hard I sometimes snort). I still dream and believe that dreams are meant to be followed. I try to depend on God. I have so much to learn. I hope.

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