Caramilo from Ireland ASAP ...

Yesterday I emailed my sister who lives in Ireland and in all seriousness requested that she investigate the reality of how fast she could get a Caramilo chocolate bar into my mouth. At that moment, that was the one thing that I could think of that could make me do one more treatment and not stop weaning myself right off those steroids. Today I can not help but laugh quite hard at just how wacky our brains can be. I could easily attest that, although they are both Cadbury, the Carmamilo ... the Irish equivalent to the Caramilk bar, the Caramilo is just something extra special. Irish cadbury chocolate REALLY IS BETTER ... YES, YES IT IS! And should you not believe me for the mere fact that just the thought of having it's melting goodness in my mouth (and the fact that I knew that my sister would humor and try and accommodate such craziness)was enough that I decided to press on???? I never said I was not a wack-job ... ever.
And I must say Thank the good lord for Krista coming by to visit last night ... one of those divine moments ... those moments where something so little is really something so big. I don't know that the other person can ever see the magnitude of moments like that ... no words can't touch those moments. And with a chai-late.
I do not ever want my blog to be a "what I did today ... who I saw" thing. I wonder if it comes across that way sometimes? But I want to brag about the brilliance of the people who bless my life ... as they are truly brilliant!
Funny though ... have not mentioned my mom ... who has been doing A LOT ... and I am genuinely grateful ... maybe because we drive each other bonkers ... and being together a lot has been a big challenge for me ...
The latest in weird effects of radiation that have resulted in funny behaviors ...
My skin is paper thin, not healing, and scratches when I touch it ... Coupled with my teeth which I think have moved closer or something is going Wong with the enamel (yip I hope that is permanent!)... Has left me taping my fingers to floss (cause the floss cuts my fingers if I don't) ... And spending stupid amounts of time trying to get the floss that has broken and gotten stuck in my teeth out. It is amazing really ... Even using that extra thin, special, tape, floss ... It still breaks and gets stuck. But they say that you HAVE to take good care of your mouth and floss ... So by-the-book-Heather can be seen twice a day TAPING her fingers and fighting with the floss.
Hey ... No one makes anyone read anything in this place : ) So none of that ... I can't believe she just blocked about flossing!