11.08.2006

From the hearts of sad babes ...


"I am scared to love anything because I know she will take it away."
"I felt safer sitting in the middle of the street than in my house."
"That is why I took the plastic bag and wrapped it around my neck."
"Those clouds covering the sun are fear and anger. My fear of her, and her anger to me. That is why the tree has no leaves, but it still has roots."
"He grabbed me by the neck and pulled me all around. I just wanted to finish my supper before getting him my chocolate. Why could he not be more patient. It hurt."
"I pretended to email you. I said they don't even know that I am here. They are yelling and fighting and I am invisible."
"That is a happy house, not a fighting house like mine."
"Don't you think I know that I am mentally insane. Don't you think I know that everyone wants to brand me a maniac and send me away."
"I feel like they are tearing me apart. I don't want to be in the middle anymore."
"I feel inferior, like she loves them more than me."
"What is the point of living. My life is hell."

Sometimes all I can say is "I am so sorry"

1 comment:

valiantqueen said...

I am also sorry, so very very sorry. Where are all the hugs?

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