A beautiful but exhausting but wonderful but frustrating and long day ...

I am pooped. Today was my first full day back at work. I forgot what it was like to really work under someone. See in my job I am on my own all the time. I am with the teachers and the principal and technically we work for them but they are not telling me what to do. I got in trouble today for telling my boss to be patient with me. Apparently that is a little undermining and should not be done in the presence of those that give us monies to eat and stuff. I also made the mistake of reading a report while I was waiting for copies. It happened to be a sexual abuse case ... Very upsetting. It did not help that today was spent in its entirety entering numbers and reentering in numbers in case the numbers I entered the first time were entered poorly .... AHHHHHHHH I would rather ... hmmm.... eat bananas and pickles together or suck on your toe covered in smoke.

Soooo on that cheerful dearful note ... The happier part of my day was wearing my new dress and pink shoes. Pink shoes make such a difference in ones day. One they are pink and two they are so playful as they pop in and out from under your dress. Oh there you are ... Hey were did you go ... Oh there you are you silly shoe you.

loveliness was also found in Kirstyn's birthday dinner with Melissa and Krista. We laughed hard till tummy's hurt, tears fell, and girls could be seen running to the bathroom. Most of the laughter was brought about by the waiters comment that Melissa must have been hungry and worked up an appetite today because she finished her whole meal ... Something you do not really say to any girl ... Running joke of the evening. There is nothing really like laughter ... It just lightens everything. Even though I was basically laying out on the bench in pain ... We were laughing and there is so much shared love. If beauty was colored we would have radiated red and yellow and been all sparkles. It felt good.

Still kind of off though. Anxious.

Posting for Children's Wish Director position is up!